Wednesday, 21 December 2022

wishful, not willful

Missing is a strange, unpredictable feeling that doesn’t follow any clear logic. I am not always entitled to the things I miss. A bittersweet aspect of maturing is recognising that longing doesn’t necessarily prescribe an action.

I once believed that to address the ache of missing, I needed do something: reach out to the person, visit the place, savour the food, or seek out the clothing I once owned.

Now, I find myself learning to sit with this feeling, uncertain how to engage with it or soothe its presence…